oh gawd

[lena2]

so basically im going crazy.

last night was really traumatic i suppose. i don't remember a lot of it but from what i'm told it was scary as f. last night at 5:00-ish i had an anxiety attack/panic attack about one of my classes and i was trashing my room and trying to break my arm (it was a class that required the use of my arms). my parents freaked and tried to stop me but i was pretty depressed and stuff o they decided to sedate me. i woke up apparently really early but all i remember was freaking about a test and the next thing i knew i was in my second period. i clearly lost a lot of my memories from that night and morning and all this information came relayed from my parents. i'm going to be trying to bring my sanity back for a while and this will be effecting my rping a lot. i wont have a lot of time on here. so basically sorry if i say weird things when im on here, i'm delusional when i take my anxiety meds. at least until i get used to them being in my system. sorry for the problems this may cause. <3

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